Missing you

I miss you 

I miss your laugh

I miss your smell

I miss your hugs 

I miss how you made me feel safe

I miss your smile and the way you could make me do the same

I miss your pateince

I miss your strength 

I miss the way you were always my Hero, my own super man. 

I miss our long, random conversations

I miss asking you every question under the sun, and you answering every single one.

I miss the way we would make dinner together

I miss eating breakfast with you

I miss sitting on the porch with you as the sun came up and you lit your cigarette 

I miss the long car rides 

I miss the way you would tie my shoes

I miss our shopping trips 

I miss waking you up every morning 

I miss the way you made everything feel like it would all be okay. 

I miss how I could talk to you about anything and you would understand 

I miss how you used to keep all of your promises. 

But there was one you broke, I know it isn't your fault, but the promise you made me to be there when I would walk that stage, shake someones hand and recive my high school diploma, that is the one I wish you didn't have to break. 

But I still miss you. 

I love you. 

 Always,

R^2